ii was n0t haviingq any m0od f0r dhe wh0le day. nth seem real t0 miie t0day.slappiingq myself t0 see whether ii was dreamiingq.but,ii'm n0t.s0bxs0bx.ended up,ii sat d0wn at 0ne c0rner, teariingq badly.maybe iis dhe best way t0 let 0ut dhe paiin and s0rr0w iin my heartx.ii dun wanna t0 bleed.ii dun wan any scarx anym0re.ii dun wan any bruiises anym0re.but dhey can 0verc0me dhe paiin ii had iin my heart.dhe fragiile heart may shattered and bleed again.pls,dun lett it shattered and bleed.let iit c0ntiinue t0 beat.s0bxs0bx.0nlii y0u are dhe 0nlii 0ne wh0 can st0p dhe bleediingq.wiill y0u help mie st0p?

ii'm n0t verii happiie wiif fel siis.she iis sh0 !#$%$#!.dun0 h0w t0 descriibe her lahx.argh!!!nth seem t0 g0 riight t0day.sh0 ii shall n0t talk much abt iit bahhx.