thiis n0t meant t0 be see. s0 ii put iit smaller.
acutally, ii diid tiired t0 get 0f frm ur past. but ii n0tiice tat ii`m gettiingq m0re and m0re afraiid t0 l0se. ii d0n0 why als0. iis juz liike a niitemare t0 miie. ii`m still liingeriingq iin ur past. ii diid triied t0 get 0ut. but dhe fiirst tiime, ii faiiled. ii t0ld myself, i muz get 0ut frm ur past, juz f0r y0u. when ii was abt t0 succeed, ii had a dream tat niite. ii dreamt tat y0u are wiif her. and y0u are huggingq her. dhen ii get up frm my dream. ii was sh0 a liike afraiid. ii d0n0 wad t0 d0. ii`m afraiid, ii fall back agaiin. ii criied. w0rriied. tiinkiingq. ii scared tat y0u return t0 her. ii afraiid t0 l0se y0u. day passed. ii gettiingq m0re scared. the dream kept 0n haunt miie. ii d0n0 wad t0 d0, serii0usly. but, ii trust tat y0u w0nt leave miie. c0s y0u t0ld miie b4 tat she iis dhe past and ii`m dhe n0w and future. ii diid n0t d0ubt ur feeliingq. trust miie. ii juz d0n trust myself, f0r reas0ns. but, b0y, ii d0 realiie realiie l0ve y0u l0ads! TRUST MIIE