Friday, October 31, 2008

don you tink, sometimes you are so ridiculous? wadever tingq i do, you always tink tat i'm wrongq. wadever tingq i speak, you tink tat is all my fault. wadever tink i comment, you tink is bullshittingq. hello, i'm ur girlfren, you know? i'm someone consider important in ur life, someone special in ur life, someone who can share sadness and happiness tgt. last time we are so alright. but why now, you seem to change. actually, you are quite alright derhs. but then, why you always wan quarrel wif mie because of maple? you tink is worth quarrelingq abt maple. you tink maple is more precious or important than our relationship? why it is always maple who wanna spoilt our relationship? i'm tryingq very hard to give in to you, you say sorry to you. but why cant you sometime be understandingq? i'm not blaming you for everytingq, or even a single tingq. cos in a relationship, dhere is no right or wrongq. i have grow up and be understandingq already. but why you still tink tat i'm still always childish? why it is every quarrel we had is always maple? anyway, who asked you to promise and train 1 mths 2x exp? nobody told you to do also right? even i also told you abt it. not sayingq i didnt even say anytingq. you asked mie train, i got help you train abit. but you must know tat it was you who promise ppl to train, not me. why must you be such angry for this type of tingq. do you tink it is worth for it? because of maple? nowaday, whenever we quarrel, you always say wanna end this relationship or a breakup. last time you wasnt like this. why suddenly, you changed till like this. but, you know, wadever tingq came out from ur mouth can hurt me like nobody business, you know? those attitude you gave me, i tolerate wif it. those hurt you gave me, i didnt speak anytingq out. those slap you gave me hurt like nobody business, but in the end, i tot you were playingq wif mie. why i tink tat you are playingq, cos i don wanna tink much abt it anymore. all this while, i tried my best to cheer you up frm all ur sadness and everytingq. i hope you appreciate it. do you? wadever words you told me, i will never forget abt it. those promises you made, i will keep it inside my heart. even if you didnt keep ur promises, i still tink tat you will do you. cos i believe and trust you will make it. even if ppl say i'm silly, but i will still believe and trust you, and smile to myself and everyone saying tat i do trust tat you will make it. cos you are my love, my everytingq. in my heat, i still love you as much as last time even though wadever tingq you say hurts me loads. ]:

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