9nov,1:25 AM

there are full loads of trouble i'm suffering now. who can share the burden with me? living in such a sucky life, who will want it? i don wan it. everyday, have to face it. it so shitty alright! everyday, see you two like this, it really hurt me alright. you all are at least once a husband and wife. why cant thing be settle easily? do you need to hide from him forever? do you want me to help you speak to him forever like this? i'm not your MIDDLEMAN! this is all your problem alright? i have done full loads of thing for you two lerhs. now you are married. you seem to change. you doesnt look like my last time mother anymore. i dono how to say about it. do you know how i feel everytime i see you all like this. the feeling is so sucky alright. this problem is you all who create de, you all should settle it, NOT ME, NOT JIEJIE! alright? anyway, he is still my dad. imagine, you are me, you are chasing him out of the house, how do you feel? seeing someone who you grown up with, are you really bear with it? I CANT! today morning see you all like this, i don feel like going HOME! this is what it called home? ]: quarrel till like this, have you thought of my feeling? you all are making me don feel like staying at home anymore. making my heart feel so sad. last time, i used to have a perfect family, a nice family. i enjoy being like this. but now? what it is like? shit? do you know, is like a nightmare to me? 15 plus years with my dad, staying in this hse. who will wanna seperate? sorry to say, I CANT DO IT! you all are making me go round and round. i don understand the fact. i don understand life. ]: