20 dec, 12:48 AM

i'm not in a very good mood. sorry for not posting for long. and oh ya! my boyfren bought me a gucci hp strap for my birthday as present. i'm so happy cans? thanks my dear. [:

but another ting i'm upset is my result. haish. long story, and i don feel like mentioning anymore. and there is another reason due to my sadness and my mood. haish. my mom is getting ridiculous, i guess. i dono how to say. and i don wish to mention it too. and i'm still her daughter alright? at least must treat me fairly right? even though, i'm the most stupid and attitude person at home, but at least i have a good heart alright? yes, you have comment abt my everyting. but have you ever put urself in my shoe? all i wants was a good and happy family. i don wish to have a rich family, but juz a proper family. but now? am i in a very proper family? i understand you have financial problems. but then you muz tink, who cause this thing on money? am i spending ur money so much? wadever i do, you don like. wadever you say, i feel hurts. you don like people to say abt you, and why you muz go tell people abt me? you don like it, and i also don like it too right? you say till like i'm the one who is giving you trouble? i had try many ways to communicate with you, but are you willing to communicate well with me? are you on my side whenever there is trouble? are you believing me? are you with me when i'm utterly sad for my result? are you supporting me when i'm having my N lvls? when i got back my result, you say someting which make me felt so sad alright? just that you dono. i had cry so much ytd for my result. but you never knw anyting abt it can? haish ]: i wanna be a normal person and a daughter which you dotes on too. ]: