31 dec, 4:52 PM

all of sudden, i feeling like coming to blog. times files as 2008 is ending in around 6 to 7 hours times lerhs. suddenly i miss 2008 alot, even though there are alot of bad memories. but i miss those days when i'm in school with all my ladies. i enjoy my day with them [: now, i'm going seperate ways with them lerhs. was like wondering how life is without them ]: somehow i regret for not stduying hard for my studies. but now, wad is the use of regretting when nth can be done now. and also with my result like this, was like wondering whether which sch will accept me? i will study hard for the course if i'm being accepted. i swear to god. haish. ppl is starting school soon, and what am i doing? i'm waiting for my result. as days pass, it make me feel more and more worry. cos i'm afraid that they wont accept me ]: haish. maybe this is predicted bahhs. is going 2009 soon. will my life be better in 2009? will everything change in 2009? life was kinda shag now. i also dono what to say abt it too. just wish for the best. GOD, pls help me! i need ur help ]: haish. i really wanna change, but will anyone give me a chance to change? parent doesnt believe it. but, god, will you believe me? will you give me chance to let me make an effort for my studies, to change my life? *cross my hand tgt* let me pray for the best. let me believe that you are beliving me.