can we rewind those times back ? i misses those past , when are are sticking to each other like a glue , and not feel left out ? if times can rewind , i hope that you will never knw them . if times can rewind , i hope everything will be better . but , too bad , it cant rewind . i have to accept the fact . but is so hurt . is so hurtful . can anyone take those pain away from me ? i hate the fact , i hate reality ! i hate everything ! i hate myself ! i hate those tears ! i hate those hurt ! i hate those wound which was in my heart ! wad is life ? ): i'm so speechless now . you seem to be fading . i tried to grab you , but , you seem to be taken by them . i tried my best , but still , i fail . ): sorry is not i wanted . i just wanna ur time . can i buy ur time ? i'm standing here waiting for ur return . but sometimes , you didnt turn up . sometimes you does . but i really need you ! sometimes, when i'm on the street , i saw couple around me . i so envy them . when i turn and look at my side , i saw nth . not even any shadow . i only can imagine you by my side . i wanna to held ur hand . but when i tried , you disappeared like air . but , is seem to be like a dream . i told myself , i can make it . but , i seem to be failing . in the end , i blame myself for everything . i sit down on one corner , crying like nobody business . who cares ? no one even take a glance at me . i feel so lost . i feel so lost without you by my side . i cant make things properly without you by my side . but still , i have to try . ): but it always failed . i fell all the way to the bottom . and i lay there to wait for you and come and save me . come save me , will you ?