life is always full of ups and downs . It depend on how you see it and how you solve it . If you thinks that wad you are doing now is correct , then i got nth much to say about it too . But there is something you have to remind yourself , Forgive and Forget . Just get on with your life and move on . Why wanna create so much thing ? Do you think by doing this , makes your life happier , enjoyable ? Sometimes things are beyond our control . Just move on and forget those past .