back here to rant again . :D days with boyfriend is always very happy . :D hehes . i enjoy being with boyfriend lahs ! :D

alright . this post is not about my relationship . my relationship is going well and smoothly . :D hmm . sometimes , i really don understand some things . you said sorry to me , but then , you doesnt seem to meant it . i really don understand . i cant read your mind too . because of wad you did , you keep on making me think of it over and over again . you gave me that phobia . you make me daydream everyday . you make me don feel like going home . sometimes , i asked myself , wad do i owe you ? do i owe you my life or wad so ever ? i mean like , who are you to me ? and why are you doing this to me . sometimes , when i think of this , i will laugh at myself , i felt so silly . now i realise doesnt mean that you treat that person good , he will treat you good too . this is full of crap ! D: you took me for granted . i hate it alright . i still didnt see the changes in you . i'm starting to change , wad about you ? doesnt mean you don need to change okay ! i took the advice from them , and i willing to change . i control my temper and everything . wad about you ? have you done anything yet ? you are still as stubborn as last time . think about it , how old are you already ? you are old enough to control and teach the correct thing , right ? why arent you doing it ? you still look like a small kid to me . i don understand why . and i also don wanna understand you . do something about yourself . i got nth to say about you .