is time for me to rant at my blog . after ytd world war , i realise so many things (is not about my relationship anyway ) . i finally saw your true colour , true personality . i'm so damn disappointed with it . and also , who are you to comment me , and scold me ? the way you speak , i doesnt like it . and the way you look at me . the moment you done this thing to me , is the time , i have change my mindset about you . you are a nightmare to me ! you are worst than anything else . whenever i close my eyes in the night , the thing just keep flashing through my mind . do you know how it feel ? weeping alone at one corner of my bed , till my pillow is wet . i cant imagine that , this is happening to me . i'm so shocked . i will never ever forget it . you are my WORST nightmare . i wanna walk out from that ! i wanna walk out from my nightmare , but , it seem useless . i cant . after so much thinking and flashing back , my head is hurting . i need a break ! is time for me to go on a holidays , for me to relax and not thinking anything anymore . i'm sick and tired of it . i'm really sick and tired . i'm sorry to say , your doing , is always left in my heart , the shocked i have , the pain i have , i will never forget . that it and also , i have change my mindset about you .